So Husband needed Immodium tonight. We can never really keep that in the house. I still play around with my Suboxone dosing and when I’m low I chug Immodium. It holds off the cramps and
diarrhea and helps with the creepy crawlies.
So he asked me did we have any and I knew we didn’t but I let him look through all the meds and I said if there wasn’t any I would go to the store. But it turns out neither of us have any cash.
I know that my hurts, habits and hangups are the reason why Husband is doubled over with no relief. He knows. And I know that he knows. But we don’t talk about it. I’ve come so far from where I was. And Husband knows that. But I still self medicate and have a long ways to go.