I am counterproductive. .or am I?

I just called to reschedule the appointment with the pain clinic that I have been waiting forever for. Given the fact that I am in excruciating pain this seems counterproductive.

Husband does not get me. He’s like,”Why don’t you just see what they have to say?” Not reading the fact that the mere idea of going off the Suboxone puts me in panic attack mode.

I miss “real” opiates.  I do! But I do not miss the  life destroying monster they release in me.


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