Can’t hit the right tone with Hubby today. I don’t know if he’s still upset about last night or it’s just that my mere existence is that disgustingly infuriating. It’s seems like no matter how I reply to him I’m offending or upsetting him. And if I don’t pursue conversation at all that’s also somehow upsetting. I don’t know how to make things better. I don’t know how to work on helping us. I can’t even figure out how to help myself.